Little Lies

I had an incredible bodywork session this afternoon. I could feel so much energy moving around, especially in my heart chakra. It felt amazing, and like such a gigantic relief. I reckon the energy was trapped there for a long, long time.

My bodyworker noted all the energy movement, remarking that there was more than in any other session in all the years we've worked together. He said he could feel that I'm ready now to meet the world from a different place. That I've been betrayed on a number of noteworthy occasions by people I love, but it's only served to open my heart wider.

This Fleetwood Mac song, playing as I settled onto my yoga mat tonight for Yin, seems like as good a song about betrayal and what comes after it than any that I can think of:

If I could turn the page
In time then I'd rearrange just a day or two
Close my, close my, close my eyes
But I couldn't find a way
So I'll settle for one day to believe in you
Tell me, tell me, tell me lies
Tell me lies
Tell me sweet little lies
(Tell me lies, tell me, tell me lies)
Oh, no, no you can't disguise
(You can't disguise, no you can't disguise)
Tell me lies
Tell me sweet little lies
Although I'm not making plans
I hope that you understand there's a reason why
Close your, close your, close your eyes
No more broken hearts
We're better off apart let's give it a try
Tell me, tell me, tell me lies
Tell me lies
Tell me sweet little lies
(Tell me lies, tell me, tell me lies)
Oh, no, no you can't disguise
(You can't disguise, no you can't disguise)
Tell me lies