Wednesday, June 25, 2014

About Today

Today's tune is brought to you by my friends at Grey's Anatomy, which I was reunited with upon my return to Wireless Internet service -- a blessing and a curse. I do love that show, though, and I love that it helps provide me with emotional catharses right when I need them.

 Hearing this song on the episode opened something in me today:

Today you were far away
and I didn't ask you why
What could I say
I was far away
You just walked away
and I just watched you
What could I say

How close am I to losing you

Tonight you just close your eyes
and I just watch you
slip away

How close am I to losing you

Hey, are you awake
Yeah I'm right here
Well can I ask you about today

How close am I to losing you
How close am I to losing

Good question. In some ways I lost him while I still had him, in some ways I've lost him further since we broke up, and in other ways I can't imagine I ever will. And I probably won't. My first love is still in my life. But I reckon I'm going to have to lose more of my last love if I want to make space for someone new...

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