Bad

This morning I woke up from a series of dreams in which I was wrestling with the pent-up desire that is such a constant companion in a long distance relationship. None of them contained anything too out there -- a little horseback riding, kissing another guy, and then telling my boyfriend about it and having him tell me he'd passed up a co-ed and I can keep doing the same.

And then I called him and told him about the whole series of dreams, and he sympathized mightily.

After we hung up, this incredible song started to play inside my head:

If I could, you know I would

If I could, I would

Let it go...

This desperation

Dislocation

Separation

Condemnation

Revelation

In temptation

Isolation

Desolation

Let it go

And so fade away

To let it go

And so fade away

To let it go

And so to fade away

I'm wide awake

I'm wide awake

Wide awake

I'm not sleeping

Oh, no, no, no

Yes, if I could, you know I would do a lot of different things with my day today, but alas, I guess I'll just get up and go to work...